still friend

Friend,
i don't know what happen between us.
i know you are emo, sad.
you know,
the way you treat me,
is hurting me.
you are my friend, what ever you do to me i will care for it 1.
i also care of your feeling.
i don't hope you to be cool to me.
i said i will tell you what you want to know.
but if you don't believe,
i can't do anything.
i didn't think of perfunctoring you.
i also didn't think of throw you away from my heart.
you are always here.
if i make you misunderstand, i'm so sorry here.
really sorry.
FRIEND FOREVER.
this is the promise between us.
i still remember this and i will keep it.

presentation

my computer studies presentation was completed!!

so happy today. ^^

many people said i'm look pretty. really??

(photos are attached)

hahaha!!

why ???

because today i wear skirt.. >.<

lady look for today.

actually i don't want to wear skirt.

but someone asked me to wear it.

and i followed..
i feel not comfortable at the beginning.

feel want to change to pants but no choice..

because i have no formal shirt.

so...i need to care my action all the time.

i need to walk properly, sit properly, stand properly..

haiz...

but.

after i common with it. ok for me already.

some more feel happy because many people said that me look nice today.

some of my friends asked me to wear like that for normal day.

but sorry la. i can't.

i still prefer to wear sporty look.

hehehe. i can do whatever i like easily and more convenient.

and hor. can prevent from YOU to bully me!!!

YOU!!! know la who is YOU i'm talking now.

haha!!

but also because of you i look different today.

and become bright in the presentation.

and also because of you i can perform quite well.

thank you so much!! CHOCOLATE~

hehe!!

today really special day for me.

happy happy and happy!!!!!!!! ^^

stressfull !!!!!!

now all the assignment was settled..
and now what i'm stressing is.... test...
oh god... why so many thing make me stress after i entered university.
i can't enjoy my university life at all...
busy will assignment...
report...
exam..
and also presentation..
killing me... really going to collapse...
next week english test is coming...
then physics....
later chemistry....
time is so pack...
why we can't add time to our 24hours... T.T
i need extra time...
i want to enjoy...
but can't...
faster sem break please...
faster!!!!!!!!
i want to go out and play....
go out to have some fun!!!!!!
if not i really going to be crazy....

limited time

stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

assignment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

experiment report!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

presentation!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have limited time!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tired leh......

not enough time... anyone can donate time for me???
hahahaha.

don't know i can tahan till when...

no entertainment already.....

bye...

happiness is back

i have gain back my happiness.
thanks a lot.
i will appreciate it.
and i will know what to do with you.
maybe sometimes i may hurt you.
i'm sorry.
because i just want to be honest with you
i don't wish to hide from you only.
thanks for understanding me everytime.

ღ ti amo

Thanks

long time didn't hang out with her already.

sui gong is her name given by me.

i talk a lot about my feeling and problem to her.

i feel comfort after i told her.

i face a lot of problem this few weeks.

i can't find someone to release out all my feeling.

i tahan that kind of feeling. just like killing me slowly.

i keeping all my feeling.

till one day i can't tahan already..

i called her out.

then she make appoinment with me for a drink.

at the mat mat stall. we chat other story before enter to my main point.

after we all finish our food.

i start telling my problem, vexed problem.

i'm in the situation with making decision.

i feel guilty and selfish whatever decision that i'm going to decide.

my decision not only affect me, and also others.

i almost cry at the mat mat stall.

i tahan my tears.

don't dare to face people till my tears stop running.

my heart quite pain. emo, moody, sad all appear.

i'm really sorry i hurt you,

thanks for the memories you given me.

all those i will remember and it will be a history between you and me.

thanks for used to sacrifice your everthing for me.

i here to wish you have a brighter future.

please chase for your dream but not just dreaming.

i will always be the 1st fans for you as i used to promise you this.

gambateh for your life ya. :)

sui gong!!! thanks very much!

you help me a lot.

thanks you for always support me by my side.

i really feel touch when i read your blog.

but make me want to cry also after read. haha.

someone who is wating,

thanks.

i will appreaciate whatever you do for me.

thank very much.

gambateh ba!!!!

HAPPY is a tool which is powerful in prolonging our life time. ^^

university's friends

TD7!! my full of happiness class! but here just got 4 person only.