still friend

Friend,
i don't know what happen between us.
i know you are emo, sad.
you know,
the way you treat me,
is hurting me.
you are my friend, what ever you do to me i will care for it 1.
i also care of your feeling.
i don't hope you to be cool to me.
i said i will tell you what you want to know.
but if you don't believe,
i can't do anything.
i didn't think of perfunctoring you.
i also didn't think of throw you away from my heart.
you are always here.
if i make you misunderstand, i'm so sorry here.
really sorry.
FRIEND FOREVER.
this is the promise between us.
i still remember this and i will keep it.

presentation

my computer studies presentation was completed!!

so happy today. ^^

many people said i'm look pretty. really??

(photos are attached)

hahaha!!

why ???

because today i wear skirt.. >.<

lady look for today.

actually i don't want to wear skirt.

but someone asked me to wear it.

and i followed..
i feel not comfortable at the beginning.

feel want to change to pants but no choice..

because i have no formal shirt.

so...i need to care my action all the time.

i need to walk properly, sit properly, stand properly..

haiz...

but.

after i common with it. ok for me already.

some more feel happy because many people said that me look nice today.

some of my friends asked me to wear like that for normal day.

but sorry la. i can't.

i still prefer to wear sporty look.

hehehe. i can do whatever i like easily and more convenient.

and hor. can prevent from YOU to bully me!!!

YOU!!! know la who is YOU i'm talking now.

haha!!

but also because of you i look different today.

and become bright in the presentation.

and also because of you i can perform quite well.

thank you so much!! CHOCOLATE~

hehe!!

today really special day for me.

happy happy and happy!!!!!!!! ^^

stressfull !!!!!!

now all the assignment was settled..
and now what i'm stressing is.... test...
oh god... why so many thing make me stress after i entered university.
i can't enjoy my university life at all...
busy will assignment...
report...
exam..
and also presentation..
killing me... really going to collapse...
next week english test is coming...
then physics....
later chemistry....
time is so pack...
why we can't add time to our 24hours... T.T
i need extra time...
i want to enjoy...
but can't...
faster sem break please...
faster!!!!!!!!
i want to go out and play....
go out to have some fun!!!!!!
if not i really going to be crazy....

limited time

stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

assignment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

experiment report!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

presentation!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have limited time!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tired leh......

not enough time... anyone can donate time for me???
hahahaha.

don't know i can tahan till when...

no entertainment already.....

bye...

happiness is back

i have gain back my happiness.
thanks a lot.
i will appreciate it.
and i will know what to do with you.
maybe sometimes i may hurt you.
i'm sorry.
because i just want to be honest with you
i don't wish to hide from you only.
thanks for understanding me everytime.

ღ ti amo

Thanks

long time didn't hang out with her already.

sui gong is her name given by me.

i talk a lot about my feeling and problem to her.

i feel comfort after i told her.

i face a lot of problem this few weeks.

i can't find someone to release out all my feeling.

i tahan that kind of feeling. just like killing me slowly.

i keeping all my feeling.

till one day i can't tahan already..

i called her out.

then she make appoinment with me for a drink.

at the mat mat stall. we chat other story before enter to my main point.

after we all finish our food.

i start telling my problem, vexed problem.

i'm in the situation with making decision.

i feel guilty and selfish whatever decision that i'm going to decide.

my decision not only affect me, and also others.

i almost cry at the mat mat stall.

i tahan my tears.

don't dare to face people till my tears stop running.

my heart quite pain. emo, moody, sad all appear.

i'm really sorry i hurt you,

thanks for the memories you given me.

all those i will remember and it will be a history between you and me.

thanks for used to sacrifice your everthing for me.

i here to wish you have a brighter future.

please chase for your dream but not just dreaming.

i will always be the 1st fans for you as i used to promise you this.

gambateh for your life ya. :)

sui gong!!! thanks very much!

you help me a lot.

thanks you for always support me by my side.

i really feel touch when i read your blog.

but make me want to cry also after read. haha.

someone who is wating,

thanks.

i will appreaciate whatever you do for me.

thank very much.

gambateh ba!!!!

HAPPY is a tool which is powerful in prolonging our life time. ^^

university's friends

TD7!! my full of happiness class! but here just got 4 person only.

awesome!!!!

wah!! i'm wearing my lap coat!! am i cool??

cool leh~~

hahaha!

we must wear like this to enter lap.

this is 1 of the rules..

quite nice, but it is hot...

all of us are so excited when we wore it.

haha. busy taking picture.

i'm future chemical engineer!!!

hehehe.

3/25......

I have friends with a lot of new friends.
My class name called TD7.
I have tried to find any girls in my class in the lecture class.
but i can't find it...
most of the girls i asked neither in TD8 nor TD7.
you know why?
because, in TD7,
just only have 3 girls.....
is included me..
is very hard to find them man...
haha!!
25 student in a class,
just 3 girls..
weird man..
so, me and a girl alway stick together.
we go everyway together.
while one more girl, she is a quiet type,
maybe she is counted as intervert?
i not sure yet.
need time to get closer with her and investigate.
haha.
i in UTAR already 1++ week.
so far, all the friends in TD7 quite nice.
we look like created our own gang??
we have a big group and few small groups.
i'm one of the person in the big group.
hmm.. got 10++ people??
haha.
we sometime sit together in class.
who go in first will always book one whole row of the table in lecture class.
have lunch together.
chit chat together.
sometime do revision together.
we usually can be found in front of the computer lap.
in this group really can share a lot of knowledge.
everyone got their own talent.
is good to know them.
that's all for today.
*the end*

The first day in UTAR

-Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman, UTAR-
A new and strange environment..
No friends there..
I don't even know where is my class.. T.T
I asked one girl who stood beside me.
She is the first friend i know in the first day.
We went together to seek for PA002.
Finally one official guided us to the class.
In the break time, I followed her to find for her other friends.
From there, i knew 3 more nice girls.
One of them i knew before,
we knew each other from Melacca camp in 2007.
What a coincidence. >.<
Later on, i have friends with 4 more guys.
I get to know them because they are same group with me, TD7.
We need to find 5 in a group to complete our Computer Studies's assignment.
That assignment's topic will going to be out next week..=.=
So fast man..
Around 4.++pm i reached home.
Felt fatigue..
Too long I didn't have school life.
Now the time is started.
My 'battle' is now the time to begin!
Gambateh! jia you! jia you! jia you!

Orientation Day-I'm lost!!!

wah.... orientation is so so so boring!!! +.+

i fleed half way of the orientation. haha!!

but..... i'm lost!!!!!! T.T

help!!!

i have walked to the wrong path when i back home time...

i can't reverse back..

because i have walked far away from the PD block already...

moreover, i don't know how to walk back to the original place.. >.<

i was so so so tired..

i tried my best to find the main road out.

i have walked for quite a long time...

i continued walk and walk and walk....

one guy came to me and asked me how to go out from there.

i answered, ''sorry sir, i'm lost now.''

haha!!!

then we two walked together and find for the main road.

we later saw one guy walking toward us,

we asked him, ''sir, do you know where is the bus stop?''

he just smile at us and said,''i'm lost too.''

haha!

what a coincidence!!

finally we saw a bus.

we followed the bus direction.

finally... we have found the bus stop!! ^.^

hoorry!! haha..

in the end, i took taxi back home.

it cost me RM8!!

so expensive... =.=

the below is the map of utar pj campus,

is too summary till make people blurr..

人生

我们的人生，会有多长呢?

我们无法知道我们还有多久的时间能活。

或许，我们明天、今天、几小时、甚至下一分钟会离开人世。

我，试过在一分钟前知道她还有几天能活的消息。。

怎知，短短一分钟内，电话又响起来了。。。

接了他的电话，没有声音，只有在哭的悲哀声。。。

终于说起话来了。。就是‘妈妈走了’。。

我当场呆了。

就在一分钟前，明明医生说还有几天的生命。

但是，就在这那么短的时间内，她永远离开了我们。。

这几天，我一直都在陪在他身边，帮助他们完成他妈妈的生后事。

从第一天到最后一天，看着他妈妈送进火葬场。。看着棺材在被大火烧着。。

那一刻，他妈妈真的离开了我们。。

全场哭成泪人。。

我也不禁地流泪起来了。

我们都会想念您的。

我从小就没有了爸爸，但是有没有，对我没分别。

我根本都不记得他的样子。也不知道是怎么一回事。

所以﹐我們要珍惜身边的人。

要疼爱自己的家人，自己的父母。

不要等失去了，才来后悔。

到那天，就会后悔莫及了。

人生就是这样，不晓得会几时失去。

千万不要让自己后悔噢。

疼爱与珍惜身边的。

我的快乐呢?

有些事是无法告诉任何人的。

可以让我诉说的人，他自己也有东西烦。

告诉了他，只会给到他麻烦罢了。

我的快乐，在这几个星期里，好像消失了。

没有了真正的笑声。

我好想找回我的笑容，我的快乐。

但是，这个应该需要很长的时间吧。

他说，事情解决后会回来爱我。

但是，到了那天，我们都各有各忙了，还有时间吗?

我不能怪他，也没资格去怪他。

因为他是必不得以的，他自己更不想的。

而且，也是我叫他不用理我太多，叫他专注在令一件事。

我做得出这个决定，也知道会这样了。

就让时间冲淡这些不愉快的回忆吧。

Dear Friends

There are some of my friends.

all those pictures are my chinese friends.

and also my close friends are inside too~^^

some pretty and some cute~

some is funny and some is cool.

there got a lot of types of person too.

"don't love a friend like a flower,

flower dies in season;

love a friend like a river,

river flows forever."

Nephews and Nieces

All my dear nephews and my nieces~

can you differentiate who is girl and boy??

guess yourself.^^

so cute they are.

love them so much!!

This is my mother's day! ^^

We celebrited in San Fancisco steak house.

That day i was so happy with some my family members and my lover.

That situation was very warm.

I love you my dearest mom. Love you so much. (-+-)

Friendship

All my fellow friends, we all have break up.

we all got our own road to walk and also different dream to chase.

i hope you all will be successful one day.

maybe some of us will be going to forget each another.

i hope the memories we have in 4sc1 and 5sc1 in 2007-2008 will always in our mind.

the memories we have is showing our friendship.

we have been hard working together, compete the result with each another, together to solve some questions, have fun together, bully and teasing each another, etc.

i'm sharon, who always ask for class fund from you all. ^^

licence

Finally!!!!!!
finally i have settled up my car licence!! passed!!!
i have left that ghost place--place which suck my money!!!
hoorry!
spend a lot of money there. actually i really not willing to pay.
but i think back, this licence use for entired life.
so, this is not a problem anymore. because this is only the way which i coax myself only. haha.
i will not go there anymore in my life!! no way!!
i'm now waiting to get my P licence from my instructor.
after that, i will not going to contact with them anymore!
bye bye to them! hoho.